Diary For This Week . .. 07.12.10

Coming to the end of 2010, what are you busy with?

Recently I have been busy with photoshoots workshop on ClubSnap! Eversince I started this.. I have been so obsess about it! Always check the veiwership everytime I log on the com without fail! How can I stop tis sia??? aiyooo... .

The saga that one of the baddies org on CS had created for me the week before(for drama queen shoot) makes me even more kiasu!! Not to mention, stress too!

Who will know what kind of effort I have been putting in? The norm thing is, org place adv then wait and see if enough shooters or not, enough then confirm shoot! Not enough then achieve....

For my kind, I prefer to do special themes, with the right makeups, hairdo and outfits.... after I decide on the theme and post the adv, I not only do plenty of researches on the styles but also kept worry and kept 'upping' my adv! In hope to get more shooters for my shoot! I really love and give pride in what I am doing here...

Its tough.. really tough.. I duno how long I can hang on....Hope for the best..

In the mist of approaching ZERO hope.. some lights did shade in for shoot last week-Sweety Santarina... its was 11/12!! Nearly full house!!!!

Overhere, I wana thank my best girly friends - Grace and Honey! Thanks so much for the on going encouragement and even offer to do this shoot free if I am not earning at all... I really appreciate your help! Thanks so much gals!

Thanks to Zahne & Photoart for the amazing help out at my shoot! Maybe I should really pick up photography.. if not, I kept choosing the wrong place, the wrong spot or so ever.. .Thanks so much Bro!! Also thanks those kind and forgiving pgs who attended it!!

This semi successful shoot did give me a big boost to carry on walking a few steps more.. I will of cos try to hang on and pray for the bestest to happen! :)

these are some pics the bros had took for me at the shoot!

Honey                                                        Grace Grace

 

The shooters at work!

Envy bah? See... I get to hug them at their waist! (oh... I am not a les, btw...I got boobs one you know?)

Diary For This Week . .. 23.11.10

What have I been busy with?

1. Finally launched my facial services.. But it wasn’t very popular among my clients… Haiz… like that how to open shop leh?? Nevermind, maybe it’s too early to judge!

2. Started to organised Club Snap shots for the photographers. Just want to use this chance to express my makeup skills to bring it to a higher level, meanwhile can benefit others by giving them a chance to practice their photographing skill!

It is quite a tedious organising procedure and not very profitable. But its ok..I will take it as a platform to serve my creativities!

Excitement of the week…..

I am so honoured! Yesterday, I served a client who is the national team for Queue Sport. Do I spell it this way? Billiard Queue! Never knew that a home service beautician can have the honour to serve such an important figure! :p
I wish her good luck for her future competitions!

Diary For This Week . .. 10.10.10

After a couple of days part timing one night shift at one fullerton as merlion,I finally lost 1.1kg!!!! Well, just water lost.. it will be gained back after a while!

Been trying to recap how much medicine i have been popping. Let me see... I popped at least 6 annerex, 5 dimenhydriate, 5 chlordiazepoxide, 6 panadol for muscle n joint (this works really well for both my tummy n body. Even better than annerex!). Oh oh.. not forgetting 4 tiny bottles of bo zai yi. All of these in 48 hrs!

Ate only one slice of white bread with nutella spreading for lunch, soya bead curd for dinner. Today, very greedy, 1 banana for breakfast, off to my bridal makeup then nothing until 7pm, a choco pancake, a pcs of kfc crispy chicken, some cheese fries and I can feel the food is dancing waltz in my tummy now... Oh oh..off topic... you know what? I hear from the bridegroom, that today there is about 700plus couples getting married. 101010... humm... matrix day!

Bcos of this stomach flu, I cancelled 4 appt for waxing. Estimated a lost of near 200 bucks. Duhz... painful sia... but what to do? I was so tired after the part timing. The force of vomiting is like flushing a toilet, FULL TANK! TORTURING!

Next week seems to be a week without resting day... weird.. one week lobo, one week busy.... haiz.. okie.. I have to stop thinking negative... I must remain positive... Need to recover back my facial product cost!!! arggghhhhhhhh!!! KAN BA TE!

My Childhood picture, Cute?

After a waxing session, my client - Jayelle commented that my niece looked like me.... Of course I denied! haha..

Then my act smart mother quickly say to my client; " I show you her childhood picture! Looked like her niece!".

And there my act smart mother showed us this picture.

This is me when I am like, 6 year old. CUTE? This is the period where many of my parents' customers commented that I looked like yang li bing.

Li Bing was very popular when I was young. Been searching for th picture to show incase you don't know who she is... High and low, left and right..

Finally found her picture.

In this picture, its Li Na (left) and Li Bing (right)

Do you know where I find her picture? I found it in the news of Li Na's death. Getting popular for the wrong reason? Maybe...

If 20 yrs ago, internet was very common. I am sure we can find more of her picture right now. What a pity... I kind of like her acting though (not because I looked like her when I was young >.<).

Yahoo! news - Visitors attack 'haunted house' actors

This news is so funny....

What a hard money to earn...

今天心碎节

无意间听到这首歌，真的形容了我之前的心情。。。


庭竹 - 现在的你

作词:庭竹 作曲:庭竹

在没有月光的夜

在没有人陪的房间

在孤独的气氛只剩我一个人

想着你发呆到天亮

黑暗中有你的脸

看着我甜甜的笑

不知道怎么好远

才发现你已离开我身边

现在的你是否也在想我

想我过得好不好

现在的你是否也在看着

远远天空闪亮的星

以后的我一定还会为你

保留一个位置

将来的你也许可以想起



在灯光昏黄的夜

仍空无一人的房间

你潇洒的离开却留我一个人

想着你哭泣到天亮

黑暗中有你的脸

看着我甜甜的笑

不知道怎么好远

才发现你已离开我身边

现在的你是否也在想我

想我过得好不好

现在的你是否也在看着

寂寞的夜空

现在的你是否也在想我

想我过得好不好

现在的你是否也在看着

远远天空闪亮的星

以后的我一定还会为你

保留一个位置

将来的你也许可以想起

曾经有个人陪伴你

一直有个人想着你

永远有个人在默默祝福

着你 等你

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每年的今天，是一个沉重的日子。。。 是我傻了，疯了，笨了，脑残了。。。 花了那么多时间和精力去回忆一个没头绪的感情，一个无聊的你。。。
你现在过的好吗？ 我其实很想跟你联系，不过又带着许多的埋怨。。。 人啊，有够无聊的。。。:)

Diary for this week.. 29 Jul 2010

Just a short posting to update about my life..

Yesterday I got to wax a pair of girls who came together for BW. When I get to know that they are from RP, I just merely asked if they know my friend. While I was trying hard to recall my friend's name, they popped; “ is it Michelle you are talking about?”. Shame me, that I took some time to recall who that is.

The girls helped me by prompting that it was her birthday when she came for waxing and I gave her a free treatment as a bd gift. This really rings many bells! Michelle later introduced the girls to come to me for waxing! I remembered that girl was rather cool, she doesn’t talk much. So I did not think that she will sing raves for me! Thanks Michelle! You girls ROCKS!

(In order to protect the identity of my clients, I don't use the exact names )

This Sunday, I will be collaborating with a photographer to do some port folio shoots! Hum.. Looking forward to it!

Thanks to Gratel, my beloved client. She will be modelling for a bridal shop and she persuade the photographer to let me do make up for her! Although, not a paid work but its good that I get to collect the pictures for my portfolio! Thanks dear!

我父母骄傲了。。。

等了一个小时多，终于到了我们这一排了。。。
站在台下的我。。。感觉有点小紧张。每个人都查看自己的炮衣是否整齐！而我也借机会帮我旁边那位‘参种’的帅哥打理他的炮衣！呵呵。。。　

名字被叫到时，我鞠了个小躬然后走向老北贝，握手，拿奖。这老北贝跟我祝贺了一大堆废话，害我不知道有没有瞄准照相机让摄影师拍好。。

走回位子时，看到了爸爸已经在一旁等候，要用他那个老爷相机捕捉我轻快的动作！Argggghhhh。。。。 都跟他说不用了。。。

经过观众席，看到妈妈，她也拿起了手机要拍我！她好像眼眶红红的， 好像有一点小感动。。。 但又要强迫自己点头着，对我笑。。。 仿佛告诉我“吴昃分，你好棒噢！”。

我想我这一身就只有，这一刻值得让我父母亲骄傲，感动。。。

My Farewell Note!

This is what I have wrote on my last day to bid farewell via email.

'Hi all,

Today is my last day at Microsoft. It has been a very wonderful experience working with LCA and colleagues in other department.

Thank you for the opportunities and your support over the past 2.5 years. It is really my pleasure and honor to work with each and every one of you!

I will definitely miss all of you, especially those whom I have gone through ‘thick and thin’, shared sorrows and joy together!


For the ladies, I can be contacted at +65 9431 4941 and email ktgohcf@hotmail.com (I am on msn almost every day)
For the guys, I can be contacted at happietarotangel@ymail.com (I check only once a year, LOL!)
For work related issue which you still need help, feel free email to spam@junkmail.com (Self-explanatory)


Wishing EVERYONE, Merry Christmas!
Opps…. Sorry… Typo…
Everyone! Forever young and healthy!'

Trying to be really funny! lol...

Hoped it did make you smile too!

Is the Gov really helping SG citizen? I am sorry but I have to say... No...

I went to marina bay sand for a company event today. It was a really nice place. You don’t feel like you were in Singapore when you were there. Felt so much like we were somewhere in Paris or London.

The buildings and shops are still under construction. At 10plus am, there were already people lining up for the casino. Not sure if they were locals or tourist but frankly they didn’t looked like tourist though.

Remember how many jobs did the government promise us for the opening of these two IRs? And creating more vacancies is one of the main reasons to it. Our event was held in a huge convention hall. The chairs and stage were in front, buffets spread and other facilities at the back. While I explored that place during the food times, I noticed that, many buffet servers and even the toilet cleaner are China Chinese.

Are Singaporeans really unwilling to work for IR where they are able to get a good salary package (think of the charges they charge for each Singaporean to go into the casino and the fees they earn for each large convention, the rents they earn from the big brands in the malls, the money they saved from building Marina Bay Sand with the cheapest construction proposal and finally the income tax contributed by the Singaporeans.) IRs are just beautiful outside but rotten in the core? Having to say this, you might want to enjoy more of IRs free facilities like the wash rooms and the air con, etc. They are the money you pay for income taxes.

Are we being exploit in an openly manner? Gov lengthened our retirement age, asked us to upgrade our skills and improve our productivities but employ cheaper workers like the China Chinese where they were paid like $600/month. Which these actions indirectly tell us that we only worth that much for that kind of job?

And ‘force’ those gray hairs who usually have some pain in the knees or gets tired easily due to old age, to work long hours and earn only $300-400/month for collecting the heavy utensils in food courts and markets? Why can’t they take over that task for washing the toilets or mopping the floors in the malls where there are always air cons blasting onto their face for that decent pay of $800-900/month?

If you were to ask this question to a Gov official, they will definitely push the fault to the agents, vendors or the private employers who abuse the MOM rules. And the employers will say that they need younger workers who can provide more productivity. But why are they getting the job that is more relaxing and the gray hairs with tougher job and yet lesser pay? The employers need to look into the welfare of the foreign workers and also the integrity in putting gray hairs in tougher, lesser pay jobs.

As Singaporean, we are fated to be a mute in our benefits and say. We need to be heard and feel appreciated for staying put in this country. I love Singapore but not so much on the overcrowding, unfair treatment and everything ‘under control’ portion.

If the emperor is reluctant to walk the street and feel what the commoners are facing but focuses only on how much money he is going to make. The empire will forever be a city of strangers. No sense of belongings, no progress on democratization or will this city’s prosperity last peacefully.

情难了。。。

Have been talking to a friend out of a problem in romance recently. She has been in love for this man for almost two years but they still weren’t bgf. She was quite troubled over it and I emphasized on his bad qualities, trying to talk my friend out of it.

She then told me. She couldn’t force herself to only focus on his bad qualities and slowly she listed his good qualities one by one... and explained what have caused his bad qualities and such...

Suddenly, I fell into deep thoughts for my ex.... How shameful... I actually started to miss him badly... but why should I? How disgraceful... I think of his good qualities... but why should I? How humiliating...

I always thought that I have already let go... or did I just hide him in tiny corner of my heart? I didn't dare to face it? Haven’t the scar been healed? Haven’t I already let go? Sadness wrapped round my heart today and refused to disperse... Pain... came back and refused to wear off….

Will he ever understand how much I have suffered? Will he know that right now, I am still suffering?
情难了,情难了。。。

What is the initial reason girls go for brazilian waxing?

Its been almost one year since I started this brazilian biz. Having to brazilian wax for more than 50 girls now... my clients age differ from as young as 18 to 43, with most girls at their early 20s who are still schooling in polies and uni.

In my communication with my clients, the question that they like to ask me the most is for the reason why I want to do this (BW biz). Most of them were amazed by the varieties of things I can do and some were shocked to know about the ugly secrets of beauty industries that I have shared with them.

Whereas for me, I always like to ask them for the reason to do waxing. Out of 10 girls, almost 8.5 or 9/10 do it for the seek of their SO-to surprise them! Venus, always do things for the seek of Mars. But will Mars return our love in this way too?

可笑的回忆。。。

Senario: 惠萍她用吸管折了很多星星，不过还是填不满那玻璃罐。这个罐要送给朋友当结婚礼物。

我: 萍! 填不满吖！你要不要我橱里有1000颗吸管星星哦！你可以拿来填满噢！

惠萍：我才不要那负心汉折的星星咧！

我: 不对！当时他折给我的时后，他有爱我哦。所以那些星星是充满着幸福的！我在帮你省时又能把幸福的星星送给人哦！给你朋友幸福吖。。。。

想当年，These 1000 straw stars were done by my ex bf when he loved alot some... 10 yrs ago? I wonder if they have already turned yellow... placed in a dark corner which I dragged to pack/clear... To throw? or not to throw? No harm keeping but take up space though...

Flying Solo...

After much waiting... My medical result is finally out... The good thing is, everything is perfectly fine. And that should embark my 'flying solo' journey. This comes with much anticipation since I was already planning my exit 4 months ago.

I have friends who supported my decision but mostly not.... Many disapprovals comes from my family and some friends, I did not shake a bit and yet firmer in getting into plans. The decision of giving up my 3k plus job is not done overnight or with just a tiny bit of analysing. Corporate world is not just for me... I am capable of doing the job, for sure... But it’s not something that I would like to do forever.

I always have my passion in beauty and service line but the low salary has been the main factor hailing my entering. I now finally earned my name in waxing, I seriously want to plunge into it and give my best. Never in my life I felt so satisfied with what I am doing…

While writing this, I recalled how upset my mum was when I told her about my decision. Nope, she did not cry nor did she scold me. But her nagging function just naturally got activated every now and then when our topics fall into this category.

To her, with a family history of failed businesses, she does not understand why I still persist into starting my own one. My mummy also can’t accept the fact that I am giving up such a stable job, good incentives and not utilising my newly obtained degree. No doubt that I did give her my promise that if my business did not work out after 4-5 months, I will look for job with higher pay.

But still she doesn't seem to have a lot of confidence in me and think that it is impossible. Seriously, her reaction to this did affect me the most. Ever since I was younger, the decision or things that I do was never supported by any family members. Although this made me a stronger person but I know I yearned for such moral support.

I know what I am doing is rather risky and most people will not do my way but I just want to say that I REALLY WANT TO DO IT!!! So, just stop telling me about whatever business essential that you think I don't know. For all you know, you might have lesser mini business experience... I will be fine..... Also, I will not be a burden to anyone... Do not worry about me...

Thanks for all your concerns and advices.... I appreciate ALOT! And I really mean it! (I know some might think the attitude behind the keyboard is full of anger and dismay... )

The after effect of stomach flu and diarrhea

How difficult a woman’s life can be? In this new era, we are multi tasking home maker, economy drivers, work force contributors, mankind duplicator, etc.

We are almost everything! We posses special emo swings, have a different anatomy structure from man which make us age and enter menopause faster than men… It seems like Women are born to enjoy suffering…

When I had my menses visiting me on Monday, it comes with added value services of stomach flu plus diarrhea…. Stomach cramps, Stomach flu, diarrhea and body ache all developed overnight… I felt like I am dying the next day…

Yes.. Although it did recover slowly… but still the side effect of diarrhea is making me crazy…

For the whole of yesterday and today, I am suffering from itchy asshole! The itch was caused by the abrasion from the aggressive stool outputting!

Damn… here it goes again… Itchy!!!!

Diary for this week..

All these months, I have been busying with helping in make up for Soka Youth Musical. The makeup group started the training in early January. Since then, we have been meeting up every week right from makeup lessons to trial make up for the cast, to rehearsals and eventually to the actual run when the show kick started on the 13th of March.

This weekend will be the end of 18 shows! I can't wait for it to finish so as ending the pain to travel so bloody far to the other end of Singapore and the misery to wake up at the crack of dawn during weekends in order to reach there at 7am! I missed having breakfast and spending time with my mum... I sometimes wonder how she spends her Sundays for the last couple of months. But I do have mixed feelings too. The rapport and friendships that I have developed with the makeup girls, the casts and other helpers in the show make me wana crave for more shows...

I cannot claim that I have grown a lot in the making of these shows, I mean in terms of spiritually. But I do see a significant change in my courage to face some of the challenges that I had feared in the past. With constant drilling of some religious encouragements and from readings, I think I have built up enough courage to face many things.

One interesting fact that I have noticed; many single ywds and ymds, at my age or older who are helping out, face relationship karma and some of them came to help in hope that the fortune received will benefit them in getting good wives or husbands. But...I did not come with this anticipation although I do have plans to settle down for a family one day.

This makes me wonder if I am abnormal or not? Or am I really becoming lesbian? hum... Need to do more self searching to find out more...

These few days or weeks!

These few weeks, especially these few days.... I have been waking up at 5plus or 6plus AM and going home only after 7 or most of the times reaching home only seconds before midnight...

My fortune tells that I will prosperous in this tiger year... don't tell me slogging to death is one of the way to prosperous?!

Last night, I forced myself to go for a run, thinking that maybe a run will energize my mind... But the minute my legs start to pace itself faster, I felt the ligaments and muscles were tearing apart... I know my body was tired... But I did expect that it is tired till this extend...

I am tired.. I feeeeeeeeel so bloody tired.... I can’t wait for this summit (event at work) to end.... I felt that I am all numb right now.... I want a break! I want to feel my nerves and muscles again!

恼人的过去，我讨厌你！

I thought I had loooooooooong forgotten my hurtful past, I thought I had just managed to overcome the fear of facing reality, I thought everything has been running smoothly for me....

I geared up all my energy to face this challenging year with all plans and activities lined up ahead...

Just as I thought it will run smoothly... The painful past started to hunt me back! Is this one of the effect that I have stirred up since I have been chatting hard core-ly to expiate my negative karma? I think sooo……

Last Friday, I felt that I have overcome the fear of travelling to the T place... (well, bcos the T place was somewhere I never want to step into since 3 years ago after that r/s.) During December last yr, I was approached to do make ups for some cast show running in March. I immediately accepted it but was told a bad news that the event place is at the T place.

I was mission-ed to travel to the T place every weekend to do make up for the shows. At the start of it, I travelled there fearing that I might bump into him, his friends or his families. I wore sunglasses and walked discreetly so as not to catch any attention! When days passed by with so many joyful chanting that I have put in, I feel that I have recovered, I have put down everything and I am ready to face the music, anytime and anywhere.

Moreover my prayers have been fulfilled... that is to overcome this fear and I did!

Therefore, I wrote blog dedicated to my ex to thank him for making me a better person and I mean it. I made it as the full stop for the memories I had with him. I felt that I am fully geared up to tackle whatever that comes to me....

Then, the very next day..... While doing the make up with the group I am in, I chit chatted with one of the ICs during breaks. We found out that we have got common friend... that common friend is no other than ex's sister! That IC is a very good friend of his sister too... Upon knowing that, it’s like a needle poking the tyre... haha.. pong chek half way!

Memories, memories, memories rushed into my brain vigorously that night... But I did recover my senses quite fast! I was okay, up and alive the next day!
But this did not last looooonnng till another hurting past came up again... when they don't come... they don't come at all.. When they come... damn! They came in BIG BULK!!

Just now as I was reciting my gongyo, my mum came into my room and was eager to speak to me. She told me that she met one of my colleagues back in the sales days. That colleague no longer work under that boss anymore, encountering the same treatment as I had 4 yrs ago where I broke ties with other colleagues at that time due to the backstabs I suffered from the boss. This colleague very much wanted to connect with me again and urged my mum to get me to call her for catch ups. (I am still deciding whether I should contact her or not.)

She also told my mum that another colleague also left because of a similar issue. The next thing that I am worried for are my long time friends who are also working there - LH & SK. I hoped they are spared from all these.

Again, I was left thinking about the painful past tonight....still stunned by the fact that the colleagues had also left the organisation.

I know that I can overcome this (thinking too much) for sure with such high life force that I possess now. I will chant more to quickly expiate away the negative karma and so they will not keep floating out and making me pounder thoughts over it.

I will also put in prayers for LH and SK to be spared from all these and that colleagues to have a healthy and happy life.

Although I can recover easily but I hoped that these encounters don’t happen again… I don’t like it… : |

I am the best that you ever owned

After so many years of struggling.. I dunno who I am... I dunno wat I want... I dunno how I feel... I dunno what I know...

I often looked back at the spot where I was being left behind by you, kept doubting myself for the mess that I had ended in...kept reflecting on what I can do better...

And later... kept laughing at myself for being such a fool...kept wondering what was on my mind back then...

Because of you, I have become a better person with higher qualification, more skills, bigger social networks, more positive attitude...

You gave me the motivation to achieve further in life, to strive higher in heights, to explore wider in the unreachable...

You made me realized that I am still loved by many people... that I am worth tons more love than what you can give me...

 ...that I am the best that you ever owned....

Thank you for giving me this loving experience....

Sasa (Jurong Point) Service Review - Bee Ee Shan

My buyings today at Sasa...

I spent a total of $91.15 in Sasa today with the Sales Associate - Bee Ee Shan. I shall go straight into reviewing her service.

Greetings:5/5

Generally, all staffs greet you when you enter the shops. Giving 5/5 is only because all of them did greet me on a promptness basis. But whether they take sincerity in greeting me is another thing. If you did notice, a lot of customer servicers in Singapore greeted the customers with their eyes looking at the clothes that they were folding, at the cashier while they were tendering the sales, at the food while they were fetching them, etc.

For Sasa, still ok. At least they did look at my direction when they chanted 'Gooooood.....' and back to the job they were doing while singing 'evening... welcome to Sasa...'

Her Courtesy : 5/5

Smiled while looking into my eyes!

Her Recommendation: 5/5

Overall very good. I was planning to buy 'The make up shop' brushes which cost about $24 for the biggest brushes, $22 or 02, about $20 for 03 and so on. Upon seeing my selection in the basket, she quickly presented me with 'Sasa' brushes which might not be pure goat fur but were a lot smoother and softer than my choice. Sasa brushes were at least half the price lower than 'The make up shop' bushes.

Her effort to understand my needs: 5/5

Very meticulous. She looked at the items I have selected and started a conversation to understand why I needed to buy them. Intermediately, asked if there was anything else I need.

Her Honesty: 2.5/5

When I asked if Sasa brushes are all made of genuine goat fur, she said yes. But I rebuked that the customer servicer in Sasa Raffles branch told me that they are made out of manmade and goat fur. She then diverted my attention to the fact that it is softer than goat fur, can be washed and it is cheaper. So, 'counted' as genuine goat fur.

Overall Service Quality: 4/5

Near to perfect aside from the honesty part. She gave me ample space to look around and kept a distance from me so that I do not feel pressurized and be made available immediately if I need any help.

Coco and Dave

Coco smsed me to book for a brazilian waxing appointment. She said she is coming with a friend and he may need to sit outside in the hall. That word 'friend' and 'he' caught my attention. Coco usually comes with her boyfriend - Dave and he will also get himself waxed too. So, this sms sparked off my curiosity.

I replied: "He? You mean you are not coming with Dave, both of you no more liao?”

And I received: "Yes, about one month plus liao..."

I have been waxing this couple for the past 6 months and get to learn about the love, the goals and future plans they had shared. This 3 year old couple shared so much in life which made me wonder what has weaken the bond between them and caused the break up. Of course I wanted to find out more and thought that it’s a good time if the new man was left sitting outside.

For those who have patronised BP will know that it’s a little inconvenient to bring your friend with you to my house. I only have my room that is cater for these services which do not have any sitting area dedicated to the client or their friends.

But when Coco and her friend arrived at my house, she decided that this man will sit in the service room. I respected that but in another way disappointed because this means that I could not find out more. After she left, I quickly sms that I am really concerned about what had happened and hoped that she is doing fine.

Apparently…..she is definitely doing ok! If not, that new man would not have come into her life. How lame I was…to be overly concerned.

I came across many waxing couples coming together for the waxing experiences. I learnt so much about their life, sweet encounters, future plans and many other things about them. We exchanged our thoughts, advices and experiences on BGR. And trust me that these conversations are one of the most valued lessons in my life.

I am not sure how many couples will end up like Coco and Dave who went on their separate ways or like another couple who got engaged on only 6 months of dating and looking forward to sweeter life together.

But I will pray hard that all couples who patronised BP will be blessed with the best loving experience in the world, be it regulars or non return clients.

Ewan Mc Gregor - Your Song.....

Dong Qiang Day in Office

Posing for pictures!

Sexy Lion Pose! They are changing poses for picture taking! Kawaii!

Lion shaking bon bon...

Lion's Butt and me... This is a playful Lion!

Office Ladies in uniform!

Happened to wear the same top with Millie!

Ha.. so took a pic together!

SOKA Impressionable Service

Today is CHU 3, the 3rd day of the Lunar New Year. It was a bad morning for me as I had one eye badly swollen. Not sure why but must be myself rubbing the eye vigorously when I was asleep. I called like 4 different clinics before getting through the last one to know that my eye can finally get some professional help!!!

Saw a doctor and she was shocked to see the state I was in. I looked like I got into a fight with someone and had my eye boxed! See picture ------->

Well, this is something quite usual for me due to the allergies I have but then I must say this is also one of the serious ones. After collecting my medication n eye drops, I immediately took them in hope to have my eye de-swell asap.

Fearing that people will see my swollen eye, I went ahead to do my New Year prayers at Gakkai with my sunglasses on.

About an hour later, I ended the chanting and decided to leave Gakkai. To my disappointment, it was RAINNING!!!! I paced around the exit to decide if I should run in the rain to the bus stop which was about 4 mins walk.

I thought my Chu 3 was a really bad one, until someone approached me and asked if he could shelter me to the bus stop! I saw lights blinking behind him, like a Buddha! LOL!

"Can I help you?' said the helpful man.

"Erm.... Pei say lah... Is it troublesome?” I replied.

Helpful man: "This is what we are here for! To help comrades in whatever way we can!"

Utterly speechless with the level of service that Soka gets down in details for the members!

This helpful man - Wei Qiang belongs to the young lion group who willingly render ad hoc services needed from time to time during events or special occasions.

Young Lion group - always prepared to roll up their sleeves and put in their ultimate effort in helping around.

This is a very delicate and personalized service that all service provider companies should adapt. Awaken by service structure, I must make sure that I can provide such service one day, if I own a business.

An impressionable experience!

Ungentleman at NTUC Jurong Point

Chinese New Year may not be as meaningful to the younger generation but still, it’s a festive that is widely celebrated. Most shops, markets, eating places and facilities will be closed. In case, you don't cook and did not stock enough. See this link: http://sg.answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20100210005609AAbaxfL

Tomorrow is the New Year’s Eve and almost the whole Singapore is stocking up the fridge with rations to compact the 'Only MaC.D day' for the next few days. I accompanied my mum to the Extra PAP's supermarket at Jurong Point to grab the stocks! It was filled with people mountain people sea which took me almost 45mins for the que to pay my stuffs.

It’s about 2230 when we walked out of the checkout counter. After repacking the rations into our shopping cart, I reminded my mum to check with the customer service to see if there are any free items to redeem in our receipts while there wasn't any queue.

When my mum was approaching the counter, a stern voice roared: "SORRY!!! THE QUE IS OVER HERE!!!”. It was so loud that I could hear from almost 2 meter away from my mum under the noisy pilipala CNY song drilling.

My mum was very embarrassed at first and though that it’s really careless of her to cut somebody's queue. She quickly walked away from the counter and both of us looked towards the direction where the voice came from. Only then, we realized that man was quite rude, actually.

He has a gua lan face and not even expressing the reminder to my mum on a friendly approach. He did not smile and looked very snobbish.

"Do you need to be so loud?!" I threw back at that freako man. My mum continued: "Yah loh, do you have to be so loud? I don't know there is a Queue...".

Freako Man: "I said twice already and I only say louder a bit, am I that loud? Do you still need to nag?!

Me: "YES! VERY LOUD, I can even hear from here!"

Freako Man continue to 碎碎念。。。

My mum continued to counter attack that man: "Not that we are queuing for some free gifts that only have a limited amount of items, if my receipt got something to redeem, means got. Don't have, I cut your queue, I also gain nothing. Why do you have to be so loud? Ungentle man! ...", as he wasn't apologetic at all.

Actually, it’s ok that the freako man reminds my mum that the queue starts somewhere. It’s ok if he speaks loudly and sternly. But that kind of ungentle man and snobbish attitude was really unforgiving. At least a smile from him when we look his way could have save him from the poison tongue attacks.

If I am daring enough, I wished I have taken a pic of him to share it with you over here!

Just my personal comments (Religion) - Continue

Nothing much, Just an update to my previous post if you are following the news.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20100209/tap-451-pastor-apologises-personally-bud-231650b.html

Just my personal comments(Religion)

I need to say sorry to the all christian if you find this offensive before you carry on reading this post. But I do have to clarify that NOT all Christians have prejudice against other religion. And vice verse, other religions may also be biased too. Overall, to me all religion are out to spread the positive philosophy of the mankind. But the sad thing is that these philosophy were largely modify by individuals and pass on with their own set of opinion.

My comments regarding the above article is that actually many churches teaches their believers the same way Pastor Tan did. To many christian, other religion are no good. And I mean many, but not all. There are also some churches that pass on the original philosophy to their believers which also includes the respects of other living human,plant, organics, etc. All I could pray for is the churches to become more open minded and understand more about other religion. I believe this will aid them in the process of respecting other religion and embrace the company of all mankind.

Make up practices (1st Feb Week)

Day Make Up

Audrey Ong - My first willingly model for my make up practices! Thank you so much!
Did a full make up for her, which also include the shades, not so thick one. As we are going to a posh restaurant later for lunch, dun wana look like RU HUA.

The colours I used are gold, turquoise (do I spell it this way?) and white for the highlight on brown bone.

On real person, quite surprisingly AO carried these colour very well. These are colours that I seldom use as I think they are too cina but it fits her perfectly!

Stage Make Up

Ana- a friendly cast for the play. Acting as a difficult WD.
Make up Age: 50 year old

Dunno whats the name -cast for the play

Make up age: 50-60 year old
Left Half - 50 year old, right half 80 year old
Done by Ca and me!

Goh Met Lau

After my shopping at Daiso Vivo today, I stumbled quickly to the bus stop for a ride on bus to SYC (Soka Youth Centre) at Pasir Panjang. I was running late and lucky me that bus 143 was unloading the passenger when I reached the sardine packed bus stop. I hopped onto the bus with a unrested mind worrying about alighting the correct stop for my destination.

It was the first time that I visit this centre and trust me, its quite ulu ulu.. lol.. I considered my trip a smooth one as I happened to overhear a pair going to the centre too. Just as I began to relax and eye scanned the bus, I noticed a familiar mid age lady just a seat away from me. That's my Sec 2 form teacher - Miss Lau!

Miss Lau was the disciplinary mistress for the girls committee in GESS who was a very strict mentor and a very well respected lady among the teachers. Memories of her started to fill my brain... I used to be a very lazy student back in my school dayz... actually, I am still.. right now! LOL!!!

I don't do homework nor am I afraid of the consequences. I remembered one incident where I did not hand in my homework and she commented: " You are digging your own grave, Check Feng! Your are digging your own grave!". Ahhhhh...... How time flies, these incidents seemed to happened yesterday but actually it was like 14 years ago.... OLD liao.. really OLD le...

Miss Lau alighted at the same bus stop as me.. I kept turning back while I was walking towards the traffic lights, to see the direction she was heading to. And.... the most classic happening in this scenario is ...... This secondary school disciplinary master JAY WALKED!

The Ezen Story

Who am I? I am spider man!

lol..

Ok, joking. That is just a starting phrase!

Hum...I am Ezen Goh - the Jurong West Waxer who have the sessions done in my own sleeping room! It is a bit unbelievable but that's the way it is. Curious? Come and try and you can see! haha...

Back to the topic - Who am I, I am Ezen Goh!

My full time job is an Admin Assistant in a MNC at Raffles Place. In short, Bao Ka Liao! My job scope at work includes booking of air flights, events preparations down to packing of items for shipment and tidying of store and bosses' room which are full of junks! Working during day time is just like a dream to me, its not a job or something that I liked to do. It is just the money factor that makes me hold on to it. But my company is a relatively employee friendly workplace which emphasize on diversity. I am echoing the values that it swore, whether it is really a diversified environment or not. Well, only the bosses know!

Basically, my life only starts after work! Because I get to meet up with friends over tasty dinners, hot tea sessions or clients for a waxing session. Waxing - the removal of hair for many beautiful ladies is a sideline which gives me some extra cash aside from my monthly pay out. So, if you wana remove any unwanted hair. Do let me know! ;)

Bobbies, Gobbies, Hobbies!:
My hobbies are surfing the internet, reading motivational books, reading tarots, day dreaming, maybe singing (although my singing sucks), blogging (just trying to start blogging as a hobby and not sure how long it will last, hehe.. ) and many many more.

Sometimes I felt that I am quite homely as I tend to stay home a lot to slack like no body's business. Other times, I easily get bored with the homely routine and feel the need to go out for walks. These seems to be quite common for many girls in Singapore. Largely due to the overcrowding situation and lack of natural scenery resources.

Dietary patterns:
Food! A topic that will widen the pupil in my eye!!! I love to go for food hunts and explore good food everywhere! I eat almost anything as long as it taste good and are not any game animals. Cant really think of food that I dislike. Maybe this is the reason why I remain plump even since my primary school days. All my life, I have been battling with my weight problem. Losing weight is really a tough challenge for me. But still, I will try... Kambateh!

Twenty Ten:
When the clock stroked ZERO ZERO ZERO ZERO on the 1st of January 2010, I felt time has been really cruel to me. 28! I am 28 this year! When my mum was 28, she already had a pair of daugthers aged, 7 and 3 year old. My sis, was about to give birth to little Min Hui. And me? Not even laid an egg! LOL... By the way, I am not married nor am I attached.

Now that I have already passed all my modules for my degree course, I am eager to achieve my goals and enjoy every minute of my wonderful life. My plans for this year, are to save enough money to open a shop, take up professional make up course, to commit in spiritual growth (and I mean in a religious way..) and to touch as many lives as I could.

As for my wish in this cruel era, WORLD PEACE?! hahaha... LOL....

I wish for good luck, health and fortune to my family, relatives, friends, colleagues and whoever take your precious time to read my blog.