Diary For This Week . .. 07.12.10

Coming to the end of 2010, what are you busy with?

Recently I have been busy with photoshoots workshop on ClubSnap! Eversince I started this.. I have been so obsess about it! Always check the veiwership everytime I log on the com without fail! How can I stop tis sia??? aiyooo... .

The saga that one of the baddies org on CS had created for me the week before(for drama queen shoot) makes me even more kiasu!! Not to mention, stress too!

Who will know what kind of effort I have been putting in? The norm thing is, org place adv then wait and see if enough shooters or not, enough then confirm shoot! Not enough then achieve....

For my kind, I prefer to do special themes, with the right makeups, hairdo and outfits.... after I decide on the theme and post the adv, I not only do plenty of researches on the styles but also kept worry and kept 'upping' my adv! In hope to get more shooters for my shoot! I really love and give pride in what I am doing here...

Its tough.. really tough.. I duno how long I can hang on....Hope for the best..

In the mist of approaching ZERO hope.. some lights did shade in for shoot last week-Sweety Santarina... its was 11/12!! Nearly full house!!!!

Overhere, I wana thank my best girly friends - Grace and Honey! Thanks so much for the on going encouragement and even offer to do this shoot free if I am not earning at all... I really appreciate your help! Thanks so much gals!

Thanks to Zahne & Photoart for the amazing help out at my shoot! Maybe I should really pick up photography.. if not, I kept choosing the wrong place, the wrong spot or so ever.. .Thanks so much Bro!! Also thanks those kind and forgiving pgs who attended it!!

This semi successful shoot did give me a big boost to carry on walking a few steps more.. I will of cos try to hang on and pray for the bestest to happen! :)

these are some pics the bros had took for me at the shoot!

Honey                                                        Grace Grace

 

The shooters at work!

Envy bah? See... I get to hug them at their waist! (oh... I am not a les, btw...I got boobs one you know?)

Diary For This Week . .. 23.11.10

What have I been busy with?

1. Finally launched my facial services.. But it wasn’t very popular among my clients… Haiz… like that how to open shop leh?? Nevermind, maybe it’s too early to judge!

2. Started to organised Club Snap shots for the photographers. Just want to use this chance to express my makeup skills to bring it to a higher level, meanwhile can benefit others by giving them a chance to practice their photographing skill!

It is quite a tedious organising procedure and not very profitable. But its ok..I will take it as a platform to serve my creativities!

Excitement of the week…..

I am so honoured! Yesterday, I served a client who is the national team for Queue Sport. Do I spell it this way? Billiard Queue! Never knew that a home service beautician can have the honour to serve such an important figure! :p
I wish her good luck for her future competitions!

My Childhood picture, Cute?

After a waxing session, my client - Jayelle commented that my niece looked like me.... Of course I denied! haha..

Then my act smart mother quickly say to my client; " I show you her childhood picture! Looked like her niece!".

And there my act smart mother showed us this picture.

This is me when I am like, 6 year old. CUTE? This is the period where many of my parents' customers commented that I looked like yang li bing.

Li Bing was very popular when I was young. Been searching for th picture to show incase you don't know who she is... High and low, left and right..

Finally found her picture.

In this picture, its Li Na (left) and Li Bing (right)

Do you know where I find her picture? I found it in the news of Li Na's death. Getting popular for the wrong reason? Maybe...

If 20 yrs ago, internet was very common. I am sure we can find more of her picture right now. What a pity... I kind of like her acting though (not because I looked like her when I was young >.<).

Yahoo! news - Visitors attack 'haunted house' actors

This news is so funny....

What a hard money to earn...

今天心碎节

无意间听到这首歌，真的形容了我之前的心情。。。


庭竹 - 现在的你

作词:庭竹 作曲:庭竹

在没有月光的夜

在没有人陪的房间

在孤独的气氛只剩我一个人

想着你发呆到天亮

黑暗中有你的脸

看着我甜甜的笑

不知道怎么好远

才发现你已离开我身边

现在的你是否也在想我

想我过得好不好

现在的你是否也在看着

远远天空闪亮的星

以后的我一定还会为你

保留一个位置

将来的你也许可以想起



在灯光昏黄的夜

仍空无一人的房间

你潇洒的离开却留我一个人

想着你哭泣到天亮

黑暗中有你的脸

看着我甜甜的笑

不知道怎么好远

才发现你已离开我身边

现在的你是否也在想我

想我过得好不好

现在的你是否也在看着

寂寞的夜空

现在的你是否也在想我

想我过得好不好

现在的你是否也在看着

远远天空闪亮的星

以后的我一定还会为你

保留一个位置

将来的你也许可以想起

曾经有个人陪伴你

一直有个人想着你

永远有个人在默默祝福

着你 等你

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每年的今天，是一个沉重的日子。。。 是我傻了，疯了，笨了，脑残了。。。 花了那么多时间和精力去回忆一个没头绪的感情，一个无聊的你。。。
你现在过的好吗？ 我其实很想跟你联系，不过又带着许多的埋怨。。。 人啊，有够无聊的。。。:)

Diary for this week.. 29 Jul 2010

Just a short posting to update about my life..

Yesterday I got to wax a pair of girls who came together for BW. When I get to know that they are from RP, I just merely asked if they know my friend. While I was trying hard to recall my friend's name, they popped; “ is it Michelle you are talking about?”. Shame me, that I took some time to recall who that is.

The girls helped me by prompting that it was her birthday when she came for waxing and I gave her a free treatment as a bd gift. This really rings many bells! Michelle later introduced the girls to come to me for waxing! I remembered that girl was rather cool, she doesn’t talk much. So I did not think that she will sing raves for me! Thanks Michelle! You girls ROCKS!

(In order to protect the identity of my clients, I don't use the exact names )

This Sunday, I will be collaborating with a photographer to do some port folio shoots! Hum.. Looking forward to it!

Thanks to Gratel, my beloved client. She will be modelling for a bridal shop and she persuade the photographer to let me do make up for her! Although, not a paid work but its good that I get to collect the pictures for my portfolio! Thanks dear!

可笑的回忆。。。

Senario: 惠萍她用吸管折了很多星星，不过还是填不满那玻璃罐。这个罐要送给朋友当结婚礼物。

我: 萍! 填不满吖！你要不要我橱里有1000颗吸管星星哦！你可以拿来填满噢！

惠萍：我才不要那负心汉折的星星咧！

我: 不对！当时他折给我的时后，他有爱我哦。所以那些星星是充满着幸福的！我在帮你省时又能把幸福的星星送给人哦！给你朋友幸福吖。。。。

想当年，These 1000 straw stars were done by my ex bf when he loved alot some... 10 yrs ago? I wonder if they have already turned yellow... placed in a dark corner which I dragged to pack/clear... To throw? or not to throw? No harm keeping but take up space though...

Flying Solo...

After much waiting... My medical result is finally out... The good thing is, everything is perfectly fine. And that should embark my 'flying solo' journey. This comes with much anticipation since I was already planning my exit 4 months ago.

I have friends who supported my decision but mostly not.... Many disapprovals comes from my family and some friends, I did not shake a bit and yet firmer in getting into plans. The decision of giving up my 3k plus job is not done overnight or with just a tiny bit of analysing. Corporate world is not just for me... I am capable of doing the job, for sure... But it’s not something that I would like to do forever.

I always have my passion in beauty and service line but the low salary has been the main factor hailing my entering. I now finally earned my name in waxing, I seriously want to plunge into it and give my best. Never in my life I felt so satisfied with what I am doing…

While writing this, I recalled how upset my mum was when I told her about my decision. Nope, she did not cry nor did she scold me. But her nagging function just naturally got activated every now and then when our topics fall into this category.

To her, with a family history of failed businesses, she does not understand why I still persist into starting my own one. My mummy also can’t accept the fact that I am giving up such a stable job, good incentives and not utilising my newly obtained degree. No doubt that I did give her my promise that if my business did not work out after 4-5 months, I will look for job with higher pay.

But still she doesn't seem to have a lot of confidence in me and think that it is impossible. Seriously, her reaction to this did affect me the most. Ever since I was younger, the decision or things that I do was never supported by any family members. Although this made me a stronger person but I know I yearned for such moral support.

I know what I am doing is rather risky and most people will not do my way but I just want to say that I REALLY WANT TO DO IT!!! So, just stop telling me about whatever business essential that you think I don't know. For all you know, you might have lesser mini business experience... I will be fine..... Also, I will not be a burden to anyone... Do not worry about me...

Thanks for all your concerns and advices.... I appreciate ALOT! And I really mean it! (I know some might think the attitude behind the keyboard is full of anger and dismay... )

Diary for this week..

All these months, I have been busying with helping in make up for Soka Youth Musical. The makeup group started the training in early January. Since then, we have been meeting up every week right from makeup lessons to trial make up for the cast, to rehearsals and eventually to the actual run when the show kick started on the 13th of March.

This weekend will be the end of 18 shows! I can't wait for it to finish so as ending the pain to travel so bloody far to the other end of Singapore and the misery to wake up at the crack of dawn during weekends in order to reach there at 7am! I missed having breakfast and spending time with my mum... I sometimes wonder how she spends her Sundays for the last couple of months. But I do have mixed feelings too. The rapport and friendships that I have developed with the makeup girls, the casts and other helpers in the show make me wana crave for more shows...

I cannot claim that I have grown a lot in the making of these shows, I mean in terms of spiritually. But I do see a significant change in my courage to face some of the challenges that I had feared in the past. With constant drilling of some religious encouragements and from readings, I think I have built up enough courage to face many things.

One interesting fact that I have noticed; many single ywds and ymds, at my age or older who are helping out, face relationship karma and some of them came to help in hope that the fortune received will benefit them in getting good wives or husbands. But...I did not come with this anticipation although I do have plans to settle down for a family one day.

This makes me wonder if I am abnormal or not? Or am I really becoming lesbian? hum... Need to do more self searching to find out more...

These few days or weeks!

These few weeks, especially these few days.... I have been waking up at 5plus or 6plus AM and going home only after 7 or most of the times reaching home only seconds before midnight...

My fortune tells that I will prosperous in this tiger year... don't tell me slogging to death is one of the way to prosperous?!

Last night, I forced myself to go for a run, thinking that maybe a run will energize my mind... But the minute my legs start to pace itself faster, I felt the ligaments and muscles were tearing apart... I know my body was tired... But I did expect that it is tired till this extend...

I am tired.. I feeeeeeeeel so bloody tired.... I can’t wait for this summit (event at work) to end.... I felt that I am all numb right now.... I want a break! I want to feel my nerves and muscles again!